Worldofmyown

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Second day staying back in school till 9pm and waking up at 5.45am.
I felt that today is just Tuesday, when is Friday gonna arrive?
But I really enjoy the times when we attend night classes + studying together in school.
Laugh our heads off for the slightest things and doing a lot of lame and silly actions.
I guess these were the moments I am sooooo going to miss upon graduation.
Will definitely treasure everything and anything that is happening for the next 2 months.
:)

I seriously can't imagine the days after we left Yuying.
No more daily interaction in school.
No more wearing school uniform, eating tgt in the canteen.
No more talking about jokes and doing whatever I like.
No more copying of homeworks.
No more escaping extra lessons together and take the mickey out of new relief teachers.
I think the most basic and simple things we're doing now I am really gonna miss.
It is things we took for granted.

Everything's gonna change after O levels.
As everyone move on and make new friends and trying to offer their talent to the world.
Pursuing different dreams, different paths, leading a different life.
It WILL be difficult to organise a class outing to gather everyone.
It WILL not be the same and WILL not be better as compare to seeing each other 5 days in a week.
The feeling will be different as everyone grow.
It will not be the 17 year old we're experiencing right now.

So from now on, I decided..
I am not gonna be angry or have any conflict with friends. It is the last year.
I will forgive and forget everything, no point holding on to it.
Although sometimes when I think of it I will still be very angry and upset about your behaviour.
Be happy, enjoy school, be motivated to study hard.
That should be the way.
Forget about how badly I did for EL oral. It should not affect my other subjects.
The more worries you have, the more problems it results.
Try to learn from the mistakes, be open to more possibilities and opportunies will come to me.
I am not gonna look down on myself, everyone's different.
As well as I am willing to learn and put in more effort-it all depends on me.
No point comparing, it just makes me more miserable.
Keep trying and if you try, it means a hope for miracle, giving myself another chance.
Leave everything to god and NOT to worry about anything.
Just believe in yourself, believe in god and let nature take its course.
And all my friends, this is a time to help me again!!
Be more willing to teach me and clear my doubts okay?
Be more patience although I am damn stupid you have to repeat twice or thrice.
It's gonna be fine,Jiahao :)
Continue to do what you know is right and always pray in your heart.
God can't help you IF you are not willing to help yourself. Stand up!!

One thing I am going to do: think of at least one thing that makes my day before I sleep.

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Miss Ida came back to school. It was real good catching up with her.
Our literature file, notes, assignments, tests, attire, and everything was so perfect.
She was like the best discipline mistress together with Mr Neo.
I miss the old Yuying, a lot.
The last time we chatted was during the Yuying 100th Anniversary Food & Fun Fair
Reminded me a lot on our lower secondary memories as a Junior.
Time flies, my literature teacher in sec 1(2006) have seen us grow into sec 5(2010)
From being Junior to Senior.
Yuying used to be a really good school with MANY awesome teachers.
But due to the students behaviour, they left.
It was a loss, because they were so important for the growth of Yuying.
And with them leaving Yuying and new teachers coming in, it was totally different.
My life in Yuying was memorable. It was like the most exciting part of my life.
And teachers make an impact on me.
Lastly, congratulation Miss Ida for having a second baby! I am happy for you :)

Jiahao,17yrs old.
Yuying Secondary.

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